I have returned from being gone from Secondlife for Five months.
My secondlife husband Lars Convair, had been sick for long time He passed away on January 24 2018 .. A bit of quick history between us. I met this man when he was DJing at club Big Daddy’s .. I was his host for years. One day we finally had a date! I always knew I had feelings for him for years! He said he had come to Secondlife to find me. (insert a awww lol ) Our six year marriage relationship was wonderful one. It was also a great friendship that carried over into real life . We were on each others real life Facebook. We had gone threw, Deaths, Grand kids, Real life Marriages, Children getting married, Mother boards crashing, new computers . Isp going out . Snow storms, Hurricanes, Tornadoes, Moving, new houses, surgeries, Doctors visits ect..
He called me 3 days before he died from ICU I knew he had texted me earlier that that he was in hospital .. He didn’t die from his cancer or Multiple sclerosis he had died from pneumonia. I read his real life daughters post she tagged him and landed on my real life face book. What a total shock but i knew it was coming . Sitting in bed that night watching tv i woke up my real and told him ( I had just gotten remarried in real life two years ago ) Lars Knew and was supportive and My real life knew about Lars .. Our love and past and his declining health.
I logged back into second life to tell people about Lars i haven’t been online in long time. I might like to go back to blogging again but .. I deleted my second life Facebook ( I thought it would be easier to walk away from second-life. ) I stand in Second life and just stand and stare and wonder after six years what do i do now?
Le Poppycock Heartbreak Rose Chapter Four
Beusy Cream Hairstyle Uber
Real Evil Cora Necklace
ISON peggy turtleneck dress Uber
=Zenith= =Zenith=Dolly Platforms
This outfit sorta reminds me of 90’s Britney Spears Song Hit Me Baby One More Time.
This skirt by Narcisse is Sidd Kilt with pleats comes in a array of colors and textures !! hud with panties on or off its at the Rewind Event
Narcisse Sidd Kilt Rewind Event
Doe Punk Queen Rewind Event
:V.e. Nina Tie N Tank Black Plaid Rewind Event
Swallow Pyramid Ears
Zenith Dolly Platforms
[Kres] Cheeky Neons – 14 Ride It Fetish Fair
oOo Studio seductress
SAYO SCENES Wright Staircase Backdrop – COMMON
Threw the looking glass ..My mind drifts looking in mirror at my self . I dont recognize the person thats looking back at my self . Who have i become ? Had i gotten to hardened by people taking advantage of my kindness? My trust levels had gotten to all time low. In the past I allowed negative people into my life..But… I am in the process on a new path to put it all behind me and Start anew !
The Suki playsuit with removable bows and colour change gems as well as a shiny (specularity/materials) on/off .There is 20 colours to choose from or and a Fatpack and has a bonus 10 colours
Narcisse Suki Playsuit Anybody Event
Exile Blown Away
Moon Elixir Dreamy Pearl Bodychain
Zenith Dolly Platforms
White Widow Tesis
zerkalo Lovesong – Swing White
Mademoiselle – Mirror
Mademoiselle – Two Altered Bottles
This sim Neive i had just discovered !! It has lots to offer wonderful mountains, calm water, pigeons ! places to just wander around great for photos can pay to join group also Pleasant to walk around in evening .. Explore all areas !!
This adorable top by ChicModa Jane is to cute!! took me long time to pick color i wanted !!! It comes in Single Colors: 12, All single colors come with a color HUD that will change the color of the ruffles and the bow. The main shirt color will not change. This option is only available in the full pack,…But i think the full pack is awesome i can wear same top for over week lol !! Its at Cosmopolitan Event
ChicModa Jane Cosmopolitan Events (July 16 – 23)
:SG ( slack girl ) Leia Mesh Nail The Secret Affair
^^Swallow^^ Pyramid Ear
AD ( Analog Dog) chella
[MANDALA] MIYABI Necklace
=Zenith= Shoulder Bucket Bag
RYCA BRACELET GUCCI GOLD
[Cynful] Bae High Waisted Jeans