Best Buddies

Best Buddies

Isn’t this a cutie !!!! ( not me ) This guy!!! I love it !!! its by RINKA&AMPRENTA

Not a blog today im tired didn’t get much sleep today and i need to start getting boxes out of the attic to take down Christmas things. I get so sad taking them down. I don’t know if this will be our last Christmas here in our home or is This my last Christmas with hubbie. Since he has cancer and I’m afraid of all hospital bills that aren’t insured will over amount so far its over  10k Im hoping for miracle for New years !!!! I wish you and your family sl or rl A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Huggs!!!

RINKA&AMPRENTA Aricel #1 RARE Cosmopolitan

Kaithleen’s  Winter Denim Jacket Uber




Morning its Sunday when all should be resting and chilling and sleeping in .. I’m up and getting coffee and posting i try to keep my sponsors to a minimum. I  only post one daily i don’t know how these bloggers can do 2 or 3 or 4  a day!!! I am such  ADD and OCD I will do 15 and delete them and re do it lmao !!! I then post and still dislike it lol. There  are so many wonderful bloggers and some do such beautiful work i’m so in awe in them. I am just happy i am still hanging in there about mid way .. We all hit our stride early and some like me will hit it eventually or not. I’m here to fill my days while i work from home with my real life job . I don’t even play second life. I do have my big land that i will never give up lol i like no lag and only 1 other person the sim!!

Scandalize Krisia  Belle Event

DOUX Ariana Hairstyle

SpotCat Playing card – Necklace TRES CHIC




White Smoke

White Smoke

Morning . I guess i was wrong . When i thought people didn’t read my blog. I only do my blog for therapeutic issues. Didn’t  think id have over 30 people respond in IM’S and in Flickr and on my blog about things. I dont talk to any one but few in second life . I don’t even go out only to Events to shop and on my land to do photos any more . I really don’t care if people know things about me . I have in second life since Beta.

My mom had called me yesterday for some information she needed. I told her we needed to talk she said we were ok.  ( Good cause i didn’t want to really talk lol )

I’m cutting this one short i have few phone calls and looking to find out where the material is for our canvas company is . Should been here yesterday Fed ex guy came but didn’t bring one bolt yesterday. We are doing a RV Seating now and have a boat in yard and some one will call today to look at swatches  for new seating on there yacht.  Even with Cancer my hubbie is out in his shop ( in our back yard ) working daily it keeps him sane and fighting !!!! Have a great weekend all .

Fortuna Flora earrings  SENSE EVENT

Blossom&Seeds Arendell UBER EVENT

DOUX Malori HairstyleTreschic


Cheers To 2020 …

To 2020 !!

Morning .. I only wish Christmas Day was a good one with my Mom. I love her dearly but she knows how to throw a wrench into the pile!!! I have a younger brother that is a alcoholic in 3 weeks time he has fallen and broke his hip  then got home and he had issues and then now he just got hip replacement. He has jumped from job to job my mom has paid for al his bills since my Dad died 2 yrs ago . Hes coming home to live with her.

Eye roll!!! He has brand new audi suv!!! im pretty sure she co signed . Its 50k car.

She said he has to sell it . Who in hell will give him any money for 1 yr old car that cost that much !! She wants me to take care of him when she goes to play cards or to get out of house in case he falls. ( My brother years ago when drunk threatened to kill me and my Husband ) He  has threatened me alone before few times . I had past husband was a alcoholic he died from alcoholism . I told my mom i wouldn’t take care of him . She basically went off on me Christmas Day not heard from her . She is moving him here tomorrow, She has moving truck to bring his furniture to my moms house ( My mom has upper floor in her home. My mom lives in 3,000 sq home on water. He will continue  to suck her dry of her money. Ok time to get off my soap box. I have that on top of Hubbies cancer i so wish i had a girls day out lol !!! I have moved back here and 2 of my friends no longer live here . Small town of 3,000 hard to find any one i can click with . Hugs all you have a wonderful day !!!

Seniha Yeliz Gown  The Trunk Show


Christmas Eve Day

Christmas Eve Day

Morning all. I had my company Sunday and they left yesterday . My daughter and gran kids and son in law. Funny how grown kids are ! My daughter has issues i’m pretty sure they been married 15 yrs and 3 kids. They were bit stand offish. ( Not like them )

My son had said he and his wife would be here for Christmas . I have yet to pin point them for time or day during holidays . My daughter said she was going to my sons today to drop her  grandma ( her dads mother) to my son. for the day . I was told he only had one day off by his wife and it was Christmas day and hes off today & Tomorrow.

His wife ( daughter in law ) told me they get back to me that was last Wednesday. This is unlike them also. I’m beginning to not be fond of Christmas. My real life has cancer and he finally told me his bill so far is 10,000 dollars uninsured and it will keep adding up.  and We don’t have that lmao !!! gawd i told him i didn’t want lien on our house . CANCER I SO HATE YOU !!!! FU CANCER LOL Take your money and his life. Its been hard to be on a happy face. His numbers are great but the out come of surviving Non Mantel cell Hodgkin lymphoma

Its a fast moving spreading cancer. The survival rate is only 18 months 😦  So blogging is my outlet. ok all lets get this up and out hugs Have a Merry Christmas and be thankful for what you have and will have hugs all !!!

Nerido Dina Dress-Winter Ice ( GROUP GIFT) MARKETPLACE

CAZIMI Merry Macaron


KUNGLERS Lucille necklace Belle event


Miss Rudolph !

Miss Rudolph !

Morning all!!! This is my last post till Monday.. My Daughter & Son inlaw  and GRAND-KIDS!!!! are coming . My daughter and i always had super close relationship but lately not so much.

She wont call unless i do. So i decided to send her text threw Facebook inst. Message .

Its not long its just how are you ect. Normally she would call me all week before she comes talking about what to bring or eat. Not talked to her on phone but 3 times since June. Used to be my grand kids used her phone or my 13 yr old grand daughters phone to call me. It all stopped. My son said same thing about my daughter . She doesn’t talk to them . Also my mom had emailed her she didn’t respond. after 2 weeks and finally said she was doing ok . That’s it !!! This could be good weekend or bad one . Kids right??? Wait till yours get older its worse . You don’t get to see them so much ( i live hour and half away my husband is going threw chemo so we don’t  go up there .) I haven’t had any wine in 6 months since my my meds i had been taking … But i think i will need a bottle this weekend what do you think????? ( god ill be cheap drink not drinking in long time lol i already warned hubbie lol ) ok you have good weekend all hugs !!!

Kaithleen’s Lavinia  Fetish Fair

DOUX Playful Hairstyle equal10

^^Swallow^^ Charm Ears  kustom9


Foggy Snow Fall

Foggy Snow Fall

Morning … Well  I have done my Christmas shopping food wise. My son and his wife are suppose to come for Christmas holiday and Daughter in law says my son has taken all his leave and on other hand he says hes coming but they don,t know when. I have been asking them before Thanksgiving. I’m to point Just don’t come . They are in their mid 30’s grown people ! lol My daughter is coming this weekend with her husband and my grand kids. My mom and Aunt and Uncle live down road will be here  Christmas eve or Day. Id rather do Christmas Eve. RL took our do to vet . For her yearly shots and ect. Shes gained weight ( hubbies fault he gives her to much from his breakfast lol ) ok im off to post this have a wonderful day all !!!

Scandalize Alasa TRES CHIC

*LODE* Headwear – Valle I

Its Cold Outside !! Lets Stay In

Its Cold Outside !! Lets Stay In

Monday Monday !!! .. I’ve got lots to do . OMG When do i not lol My Daughter & Son inlaw and my grand kids are coming Sunday !!! for night . I do worry about my daughter. She works in high power insurance agency and has 3 kids and her husband goes out of town for week traveling for his job. I haven’t seen her much at all she only lives a hour and half away. She used to come see me all time . They moved recently for her job closer to big city they are renting till spring. Then buying a house . She only texts me I think something is up due to i would know in her voice. Her town house is so small no extra bed room to go visit and my hubbie has cancer. soooo ..  Maybe one day she will be close like she was with me few yrs ago.  Who knows !!! This summer she came for whole day and spent it on her phone or upstairs in our den talking to her  husband ( which he was here ) ok enough yacking have great day !!!


Scandalize Casandra COLLABOR88

I’ll Wait Under The Tree For You!

I'll Wait Under The Tree For You!

Its Sunday Morning .. I’m getting all my blogging done before Christmas ( Hence is why i cut back this time of year and due to hubby having chemo) People just amaze me how can you get out 2 or more a day . I am ADD  I will spend hours on one photo and then delete 20 i have taken of one blog!! ill see hair going threw outfit wrong pose and wrong background .  I don’t have studio for this or up in sky on platform. I have been blogging for 3 yrs . I don’t get out much to meet any one . I don’t even have second life Facebook had one for many years 2 yrs ago i decided to leave second life for good not a break

I deleted my  second life Facebook i decided after 7 months to come back and i made new one some one kept reporting my Facebook as spam and you know story after 6 face books later i decided to give that up trying. I wont give up my real life Facebook to convert. Its also for my business. Ok guys have a great Sunday !!

Seniha Dalia Dress  Winter Spirit